Hello Im Nikky
This is a 18+ blog and such
Im a young trans looking to start mtf hormones soon
I'm a little terrified of going fully public as a girl in this community gay bashing is something iv encountered more then a few times. People's opinion of you changes real fast when Trans comes in to play that iv learned first hand
^_^ heres a little about me
*Im 19 years old
*stuck in a little mountain town
*work as a cook in a simi-fancy restaurant
*work 5-6 days a week 3pm - 12
*hoping to move in to my first app soon
*skilled with computers and comp repair as well as engineering - learning to cook at work picking it up quickly
*In to all kinds of music
*Im a Gamer Girl hehe
*i have never been much of a active person a little sports here and there but I've taken a liking to mountain biking ;) hopefully that will keep me in good shape
*I'm very strange at least to people around here I am I guess getting to know me is a bit of a task
* then again there is a lot of things about me I don't discuss in person
*im a bit of a flirt
* ;) always up to try new things
*would like to be some form of model someday smalltime or big, don't realy care ;)
*no objections to dating a boy girl trans or what ever you may be heh
*;) I need a good top to keep me company
*single and looking ;) - and looking to have some fun until I find someone to date
Please Feel Free to msg me
Crows Zero. Well… ouch.
Scary Movie 5
stonehenge apocalypse hahaha
The Ring 2…Shit…I hate Samara
Pulp Fiction… OH GOD D:
Whip It. I’m good with this
Does it have to be start to finish? because Galaxy Quest xD
Wreck it ralph..im okay with this
Twilight not so bad I guess
what do you mean you can’t hang out i showered for this
i shaved for this
i put a bra on for you.
i got off tumblr for you
i am wearing real pants
I went outside
i got out of bed
i woke up
a male celebrity can literally beat his girlfriend half to death and still enjoy a successful career with millions of adoring fans
a female celebrity can gain a few pounds and she’s shunned, mocked, and ridiculed by thousands of people over many different mediums
do you see the problem with this
The Loneliest Whale in the World.
In 2004, The New York Times wrote an article about the loneliest whale in the world. Scientists have been tracking her since 1992 and they discovered the problem:
She isn’t like any other baleen whale. Unlike all other whales, she doesn’t have friends. She doesn’t have a family. She doesn’t belong to any tribe, pack or gang. She doesn’t have a lover. She never had one. Her songs come in groups of two to six calls, lasting for five to six seconds each. But her voice is unlike any other baleen whale. It is unique—while the rest of her kind communicate between 12 and 25hz, she sings at 52hz. You see, that’s precisely the problem. No other whales can hear her. Every one of her desperate calls to communicate remains unanswered. Each cry ignored. And, with every lonely song, she becomes sadder and more frustrated, her notes going deeper in despair as the years go by.
Just imagine that massive mammal, floating alone and singing—too big to connect with any of the beings it passes, feeling paradoxically small in the vast stretches of empty, open ocean.
“A cryptozoologist has suggested that the 52-Hertz whale could even be lonelier than we realize, a hybrid between two different species of whale, or the last survivor of an unidentified species, plying the oceans in a doomed search for another of its kind, singing its broken song.”
I thought I was lonely.
i am not ashamed to say i just found some tears running down my face. that is so awful i am crying. and listening to a song about loneliness is not helping.