Hello Im Nikky
This is a 18+ blog and such
Im a young trans looking to start mtf hormones soon
I'm a little terrified of going fully public as a girl in this community gay bashing is something iv encountered more then a few times. People's opinion of you changes real fast when Trans comes in to play that iv learned first hand
^_^ heres a little about me
*Im 19 years old
*stuck in a little mountain town
*work as a cook in a simi-fancy restaurant
*work 5-6 days a week 3pm - 12
*hoping to move in to my first app soon
*skilled with computers and comp repair as well as engineering - learning to cook at work picking it up quickly
*In to all kinds of music
*Im a Gamer Girl hehe
*i have never been much of a active person a little sports here and there but I've taken a liking to mountain biking ;) hopefully that will keep me in good shape
*I'm very strange at least to people around here I am I guess getting to know me is a bit of a task
* then again there is a lot of things about me I don't discuss in person
*im a bit of a flirt
* ;) always up to try new things
*would like to be some form of model someday smalltime or big, don't realy care ;)
*no objections to dating a boy girl trans or what ever you may be heh
*;) I need a good top to keep me company
*single and looking ;) - and looking to have some fun until I find someone to date
Please Feel Free to msg me
*gets on bus* omg everyone is watching me and judging me and they're going to laugh when the bus starts and im not sitting down, omg dont put your ticket in the wrong way or everyone will judge you and laugh at you.
*goes to pay for shopping* omg what if I dont have enough money? *counts money out 20 times* what if I look stupid, or say the wrong thing? am I standing in the right spot even? What if someone else wants to get past and im in the way, omg.
*says hey to someone online* omg, they arent replying, holy shit why am I so annoying? what if they tell their friends how annoying and lame I am? Why am I like this, holy shit.
*meets someone new* What if they dont like me and dont want me to be around, I shouldnt have met them, im going to be a burden, they're probably critisizing me right now, why am I the way I am?